| 2021 | 09 | 23 | look for it |

 may your coffee kick in before reality does.

i want to reclaim my toddler phase energy.

speaking of energy, my hair reflects my mood. 

I'm a very outward person. 



| 2021 | 08 | 04 | real talk |

 What a month july was.

yesterday someone got annoyed I said he was my height. I didn't call him short. just my height. that confirms that then eh?

i'd be quite short for a goalkeeper. 


I think farm animals have it quite tough actually. They're not exotic. they're not unusual, they're just everywhere. which is handy for me. 

we formed a band. 

| 2021 | 08 | 04 | butter |

 It is now well over half way through this year. Honestly, that blows my mind. 

The c word has well and truly ruined things for well over 12 months and I feel that I need to take back control of my routine and time. 

I've been existing in a weird limbo of not knowing what's coming next, so have just been here, living. 


lots of runners running around these days

running past everything 


an ode to my running shoes. 

I had to get rid of these bad boys yesterday, and was weirdly nostalgic about it. 

my trusty orange shoes.

two rolled ankles

one torn hamstring

more miles than necessary.

early starts

late finishes


running to meetings

running to shops

winter training

summer training

they have a hole in them and are technically too small. but still. i want to wear them until i can't anymore. 

I wrote a long blog post before about my work shoes. 

I think I deleted it. 


| 2021 | 07 | 27 | here we go again |

 well well well. We're back to the old 'i forgot to write anything for months and now don't know how to dip back into my dialogue' post.  

this is a photo dump for july, and I have to be honest I've really lost my photography ways. 

We're working our way through the mega monster series (godzilla and kong) before I will tackle the marvel selection ... 23 films. I can wait.

it is my birthday month.

the theme at the moment is wholesome fun. it's about getting outdoors and moving. exploring. hanging out. we're going through a phase of treasure hunting and absolutely loving it. 

this is angus in his natural state. 

I will be working backwards to move forward and try to stick to regularly doing this again. I have missed it. the weekly outpour of life. also whatever happened to my empties?!


be okay.

 being okay with not being okay

does not make things

automatically better. 

but it does stop you 

from adding more to 

an already difficult situation. 

being okay with not being okay

helps you let go 


2021 | 04 | 23 |

 It's been a while hasn't it?

It's been so long I honestly don't know how I used to keep this up for more than an hour a month. 

But I'll be honest I've missed this slow but wholesome outpour of my emotions and think it is time to revisit things. 

It is now april. I'm a few weeks into a new job and loving it. 

I promise there is more to follow. 


| 2021 | 01 | week 4 |

 Oh wow I'm already behind on my weekly wind-downs.

Though to be fair not a lot has actually happened.