Saturday

| 2020 | 10 | 31 | october empties |


| Too Faced | Better than sex mascara | £22 | ASOS |
| Alberto Balsam | Sunkissed Raspberry Conditioner | 400ml | £1 |Superdrug |
| Nyx | Eyebrow Pomade | £6.50 | ASOS |
| Leganza | Colouring Conditioner | 61 Mahogany | £5 | Amazon | 
| Noughty | Wave Hello Curl Defining Shampoo | 250ml | £6.99  | Noughty |
| Missha | Perfect Cover BB Cream | No. 21 Light Beige | £15.80 | Amazon |
| Old Spiace | Wolfthorn Deodorant Stick | 50ml | £2.99 | Amazon | 
| Shay & Blue | Salt Caramel | 100ml | £55 | Shay & Blue |
| Palmers | Body Lotion | 400ml | £3.99 | Amazon | 



£119.27
 

Friday

| 2020 | 10 | 30 | october purchases |

 


| Aquafresh | Complete Care Mouthwash | 500ml | £1.75 | Amazon |
| Charlotte Tilbury | Filmstar Bronze and Glow | Travel | £25 | ASOS |
| Denttabs | Teeth Cleaning Tablets | 125 | £10 | Amazon |
| Glam Glow | Thirsty Mud | Travel | £16 | ASOS |
| Hada Labo | Hyaluronic Acid | £12 | Amazon |
| Holika Holika | Honey Sleeping Pack | £12.99 | ASOS |
| Leganza | Colouring Conditioner | Ruby Red | £5 | Amazon |
| Marks & Spencer | Sea Salt & Freesia | 100ml | £12.50 | Marks & Spencer |
| Marks & Spencer | Woodspice | 100ml | £7.50 | Marks & Spencer |
| Maybelline | Lash Sensational Mascara | Very Black | £6 | Amazon |
| Neutrogena | Hydro Boost Gel Cream | 50ml | £6.99 | Amazon |
| Nyx | Epic Ink Eye Liner | Black | £6.50 | Amazon |
| Nyx | Epic Ink Eye Liner | Black | £6.50 | Amazon |
| Nyx | Micro Brow Pencil | Espresso | £9 | Amazon |
| Nyx | Tinted Brow Mascara | Black | £6.50 | Amazon |
| Old Spice | Wolfthorn Deodorant Stick | £2.99 | Amazon |
| Psychic Sisters | Face Roller | £25 | ASOS |
| Schwarzkopf | Live Ultra Bright | Pillar Box Red | £5 | Amazon |
| Schwarzkopf | Live Ultra Bright | Pillar Box Red | £5 | Amazon |
| Schwarzkopf | Live Ultra Bright | Pillar Box Red | £5 | Amazon |
| Tangle Teezer | Compact | £14 | Amazon |
| The Inkey List | Salicyclic Acid Cleanser | £10.99 | Cult Beauty | 
| The Inkey List | Vitamin C Serum | £7.99 | Cult Beauty | 
| The Inkey List | Vitamin B, C and E Moisturiser | £4.99 | Cult Beauty | 
| The Inkey List | Niacinamide | £6.99 | Cult Beauty | 
| The Ordinary | Buffet | £13 | ASOS |

Sunday

 I feel like life. life has just caught up with me. A few break-ups ago (probably the one I handled the worst) my mantra was 'time passes, whether you want it to or not'.

It helped a lot. The idea that eventually I would be past the rocky stage and into a point wher eI could look back. I was ready to look back. I didn't really enjoy the stage of 'getting over' and just wanted it to be over.

I was trying to look forward into a future I hadn't yet reached. 

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anyway. i'm now at a point where i'm not trying to rush, but i am trying to appreciate. 

my question to ponder is - would you want to know your relationships end date? would it make you appreciate it more? 

would you know that you had a week left and make the most of the days, or would you write it off as there was only 7 to go?

i'm torn. I want to know. but also i don't need to. 




Wednesday

| 2020 | 10 | 07 | bench. |

 stagnation

the state of not moving
a lack of activity, growth or development

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I hate standing still. 





Thursday

| 2020 | 10 | 01 | september empties |




Split into two

empties
| Chanel | Coco Madamoiselle | £118 | John Lewis |
| Tresseme | Botanique Nourish and Replenish | £4.99 | Amazon |
| Salt of the Earth | Crystal | Travel Size | £3.29 | Amazon |
| Hada Labo | Anti Ageing Super Hydrator | 150ml | £17 | Superdrug |
| Fresh | Complexion Perfection Skincare Set - Rose face mask | 15ml | £10 | Cult Beauty |
| The Essence Vault | Frangipani & Pineapple | 100ml | £24.95 | The Essence Vault |
| Leganze | Colouring Conditioner | Mahogany | £5 | Amazon |
| Vichy | Solar Water | 200ml | £19 | Escentual |
| Fresh | Complexion Perfection Skincare Set - Black Tea | 15ml | £10 | Cult Beauty |
| Lixir Skin | Good to Skin Trio | Electrogel Cleanser | 30ml | £11 |
| Super Facialist | Hyaluronic Acid Night Cream | £16 | Amazon |
| The Cheeky Panda | Bamboo baby wipes | £2.99 | Amazon |
| Le Petit Olivier | Verbena Lemon | 200g | £3.70 | Waitrose |
| Batiste | Dry Shampoo | 50ml | £1.09 | Amazon |
| Timeless | Vitamin C Serum | 30ml | £25.99 | Timeless |
| Tisserand | Jojoba oil | 100ml | £14.65 | Tisserand |
| Original Source | Sea Salt & Samphire | 250ml | £2 | Superdrug
| Stoneglow | Papyrus Woods & Jasmine | £22 | John Lewis |
| Acuvue | Oasys Contacts | £40 | Vision Direct

£352

declutter
|
Laura Mercier | Tinted Moisturiser | OW1 Pearl | £35 | Space NK |
| Charlotte Tilbury | Matte Revolution | Super Nineties | £25 | Charlotte Tilbury |
| Glossier | Cloud Paint | Dusk | £15 | Glossier |
| John Frieda | Frizz Ease Strength Serum | £5 | Amazon |
| Balibrush | Bamboo toothbrushes | £4.99 | Amazon |

£84.99

Total: £437