thankfully my boss pays for a kind of advice fairy who genuinely helped me get my head back on straight... and we both decided we were completely done with zoom calls.
I mean i mainly am because i had a massive spot in the middle of my forehead.
it's so weird to think of all this as our new normal. like - we're literally not going to suddenly turn the lock down off here and forget it happened. i wish that were the case.
instead, we're just trying to fill our days somewhat productively.
and work out what we're going to do with our lives moving forward.