| 2020 | 05 | 25 | weekly wind down 20 |

this week was one of ups and downs. it felt like i was out for some ridiculous hike without the right shoes. 

thankfully my boss pays for a kind of advice fairy who genuinely helped me get my head back on straight... and we both decided we were completely done with zoom calls. 
I mean i mainly am because i had a massive spot in the middle of my forehead. 

it's so weird to think of all this as our new normal. like - we're literally not going to suddenly turn the lock down off here and forget it happened. i wish that were the case. 

instead, we're just trying to  fill our days somewhat productively. 
and work out what we're going to do with our lives moving forward.