| 2020 | 03 | 13 | declutter 7 |

I watched a brutal declutter video recently.
i mean it. brutal.
anything she wasn't sure of - rather than keeping it for later she just got rid.

and i wanted to have that curated feel to my life. to my collection.
if it doesn't serve. it doesn't stay.

it's taken a while to accept that some of these items have a large financial value - but that is where the value ends and the burden begins.
it is because they have a big value i feel even worse for keeping them. i don't feel good. i don't want things anymore.

i've finally recognised how useless i am at life.

i lose everything. i can't keep track of my keys - so why on earth have i complicated things with a collection of over 30 perfumes?!

| Glossier | Futuredew | 30ml | £23 | Glossier |
| Glossier | Lip Gloss | Red Rouge | £11 | Glossier |
| Glossier | Lip Gloss | Clear | £11 | Glossier |
| Glossier | Generation G | Leo | £14 | Glossier |
| Yves Saint Laurent | Black Opium | 50ml | £75 | Debenhams |
| Bobbi Brown | Intensive Skin Serum Concealer | Porcelain | £30 | John Lewis |
| Urban Decay | Naked Heat | £43 | Urban Decay |
| The Body Shop | Swietenia | 50ml | £20 | The Body Shop |

i think this is almost the end of all my glossier products. the brief love affair that, as they always do, drained my bank account and my soul with very little in return.

bobbi brown - repeat after me OXIDISES.

disappointment central.

£227