okay so i'm not dwelling on this - but my week has taken such a complex turn i cannot fully engage with or comprehend it.
on the one hand, the situation is not difficult. it is a matter of fact process with another step to get through before things will return to whatever normal represents.
one the other - i am in pieces.
my day has consisted of flip flopping between the two reactions - momentarily i am fine.
then i am not.
and then i'm back again.
i am tired and my mind is running rings around myself.
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anyway.
i did running club yesterday.
it was awesome.
angus was exceptionally fast and joined the super quick group.
i was exceptionally not fast and joined the less quick group.
we both had a good time.
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life can be damn boring if we don't break the rules.