| 2017 | 02 | 18 | training camp day 8 |

Today, we're saying goodbye to this place.

I've left things behind that I thought I was attached to.

I've also taken a lot with me.

- I'm not scared of falling in anymore. It has always just been in my head, and this week has forced me to just get past that. yawn. it's a bit pathetic really to think how scared I used to be.

- I can't wait for my new boat to arrive, and I'm so eager to be able to paddle it. I will probably end up doing loads of sessions over the top of our training plan again. But that's okay.


I'm looking forward to getting home and getting on with things.

I am genuinely so happy right now.

Of course, there are things I would change, or do differently, but that isn't a constructive way of looking at the situation.

I think it's time I got a little less coherent.