Thursday, 17 May 2018

| journal | 2018 | 05 | 17 | banana pancakes |

I'm so fed up with that thing.


When I say fed up, I'm seeing a new side of my personality that hasn't reared it's head in a while. 

I've started snapping. 

Like a baby crocodile that's recently discovered the satisfying sound their teeth make when slammed together. 

Or a raging dinosaur out to cause the level of destruction not seen since the toddler rampage of 1996. 

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Syntactic ambiguity. My new favourite. 

Each of us saw her duck  

the chicken is ready to eat

the passerby helps dog bite victim

look at the monster with one eye

Yes these are all animal related examples. and what?



We're back in the gym - do you know what that means?


Training has become so normal I forget how far I've come. 

This time last year I couldn't do a pull up, nor could I lift the pull bar more than 8 times in a row. 

It's exciting. But I need to up my game when it comes to fuel. 




I can't wait for next month, or just for time to pass. I'm nearly out of this now. It's actually gonna be okay.

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I was angry yesterday.

Watching pointless actions with the only intention of having a response.

I'm disinterested in games.

But water will drip through your fingers, now the ice has melted.