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Wednesday, 9 August 2017

| 2017 | august | 09

So you remember this post last year? 

I didn't have the words to say it 365 days ago, and this year the date almost passed without recognition. And then, slowly it sank in. 

Yesterday, this time last year, my cousin felt he could no longer go on, and decided to end his life. 

I still have no words.

I don't mean to be a debbie downer. I just write what happens when it does.
this is so internet. if you don't get this. i have no hope

Did you ever have one person you used to spam all day with every thought that went through your head? You'd have a bazillion in jokes?

Yeah.

Turns out, it wasn't that it was you. It's just they get used to that habit.

That doesn't make you replaceable though, it's not a problem at your end.

Try not to forget that.



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things i've lost this year:
shoes
a best friend. i miss that
two keys
a pair of socks
my lip balm

things i've gained:
too much to list
confidence
i can paddle faster than i ever thought possible
blonder hair
six new tops
a green pair of shoes
adventures
memories
a sense of direction

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proximity is very strange.

reading material

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I'm going on holiday next week. It's a bit up in the air at the moment but from *tuesday onwards I will be abroad. I'm really looking forward to the break.

And the weather.

That will be the best.



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